still with the bathroom

i'm not sure how we ended up here, living in this house. but i'm glad. it was worth all the frustration, worry and time consuming work. moving sucked because moving sucks - but it was fantastic all the same! we own this place. we can be loud. we can be messy. we can tear down "permanent" things and replace them with other permanent things. wierd!

still struggling w/ the bathroom tile. the grout sealer i used didn't work. but it was "green". it was odorless & didn't hurt my skin. we've moved on to some serious shit - we have to wear respirators just to breathe while applying it. really gross stuff. but at this point, as long as it works, i'll get over it. we need to be able to shower. dan's been hitting the gym in the mornings & i'm washing up in the sink. pretty exciting stuff. shaving the legs will have to wait a little longer.

started out the day w/ some mouse death. i woke up when one trap snapped last night & i was fairly sure i heard something still moving around after the snap. too afraid to go into the kitchen this morning, i convinced dan to check it out. we had not one but 2 mice in the traps. 1 was dead, the other caught a little flap of skin & fur on his back in the trap & was totally alive. super suck. i didn't know what to do. take it outside & let it go? (is it even possible to open the trap w/ a mouse in it?) dan was curageous & did the deed even though he didn't want to. strange and awful to start the day by killing an animal. why is it ok? i mean, i have zero interest in having rodents running around & shitting all over our kitchen. GROSS. but killing them feels so awful. i was so sure we'd found & plugged the holes the night before we moved in. maybe we did & we just sealed in some of the critters - or maybe we didn't... i wish they would just move out so they don't get killed.