we got the permit!

the beat goes on

we finally heard back from the sellers after 2+ weeks wait to hear if they would help w/ the cost of replacing the entire sewer line. wasn't expecting anything but lo & behold, they'll kick in $2k. pretty cool. we're rolling right along. still waiting to hear back from the city about the driveway. hoping for word by next Tuesday at the latest, though at this point, my resolve is crumbling because (a) i'm tired of living in this apartment (b) i think this is the right house for us & i like it a lot. i'm thinking more along the lines of, "we'll have 5 years to argue w/ the city about a driveway". our realtor contacted us yesterday to let us know the termite inspection took place last Friday & evidence of termites was found in several different locations. YUCK! why can't anything be easy with this place?! it seems like we should run screaming in the other direction. i met a structural engineer there after work to check out the damage. the only place we found termite damage looked pretty terrible to me. he checked it out & stabbed the visible area all over with a sharp pointy tool to see if it was more than superficial, which it wasn't. he advised that it was not a big deal & should not be a deal breaker because old lumber is much denser than what is currently available & the joist was in very good shape. i paid him $110 for his time & breathed a sigh of relief.

every time i go in there, the place seems smaller. i think that happens when people remove furniture though. can't wait to be done w/ this house buying crap. seriously. & done with our realtor. one of the contractors i called today about the termites was very confused that i (the buyer) was calling and not our realtor. the first time someone said that was when i contacted our title company. "Oh, we usually work with the realtor." huh.

i blew my nose on my shirt a little while ago. tired of using up all of our toilet paper for nose-blowing. t'is the season for colds & crap & we've both been sick.

i think this is day 2 of freshish air in our apartment. it's fantastic! i slept so well last night, i still can't believe it. i hope to sleep similarly well tonight. don't know what's gotten into our neighbor - nicotine patches?? whatever it is, i appreciate these short breaks we have in the smoky air. i never realized how much air quality affects me. but i can say that smoky air makes me angry & grumbly & if dan's around, i become pretty much of a whiner about the whole thing. it's pretty pathetic.

going out of town for work the first week of November w/ my supervisees - all 14 of them. should be interesting. 12 of them are under 25 & the other 2 are over 50. i so look forward to hanging with the 50+ crowd.

can't believe settlement is scheduled for next Friday. it's starting to seem all to real & it's freaking me out a little bit. i never thought we'd actually buy a house. but i guess we've still got a little over a week to wait. maybe we won't buy it... have to wait & see.

they lost our shit

so, today was the big day. we were supposed to hear from the city about the driveway. surprise, surprise - they lost our paperwork & have no record of it. the whole time i was on hold waiting for them to find our paperwork, i was almost physically choking with anxiety. will they say yes & we'll be extatic? will they say no & we'll be crushed? i didn't even realize that losing it was an option. aaah, baltimore city. why do you have to suck so bad?

the commute

since starting voice lessons a few weeks ago, i've taken up practicing in the car. it's the only "private" place - where i can't bothering anyone for more than a few seconds. the drive to & from work is so routine, it's a perfect time for vocal exercise.

i decided to fit in a little extra practice yesterday morning as i drove to a meeting in annapolis. at some point, i changed lanes a few blocks before the highway. next thing i know, some crazy f**k is honking incessantly, tailgating me, flicking me off, pointing at me in the mirror w/ both hands, yelling at me in the mirror, trying to run me off the road... it was a great way to start the work week. at first i dismissed the fool. why get so bent out of shape? i'm 99% sure i checked before changing lanes (though i was singing scales so it is possible that i wasn't paying as much attention as i should). after a few minutes of this honking-flickingoff-tailgating crap, i got a little freaked out. the guy looked INSANE - just filled with rage! i felt like he wanted to kill me. he cut in front of me at his first opportunity & attempted to slow down & get next to me. with morning rush hour traffic, it didn't pan out that way so he was in the lead as we got on the highway. he couldn't let it go... so he slowed waaaaaay down to a ridiculous speed. but i maintained the rear & after 5 or 6 miles of super slow driving, i merged onto another highway & was finally rid of him.

in retrospect, it's a little odd that i felt so vulnerable in this situation. i was in a car - a minivan. a big piece of metal that was going pretty fast. he wasn't able to touch me. but i was definitely afraid.

it's strange to me that some people flip out so completely over the stupidest shit. seriously. i mean, i get annoyed w/ other drivers sometimes & i might talk to them in my car in a sarcastic tone. but that's it.

i miss being able to walk to work. i thought doing vocal exercise in the car would make the drive seem worthwhile. & some days, it does. but most days, it's just not worth the frustration. only 5 more weeks until my work moves 20 minutes further away.................

go prune juice!

synopsis of the week:

• Monday: somewhat-painful but relaxing acupuncture (i really like the acupuncturist & want her to be my friend)
• Tuesday: newbies started @ work. had lots of doubts about one of the guys. he wasn't there for a day & i started getting complaints about laziness, etc. oh good! plus, he makes this bizarro 'click' sound before he says anything. i drives me a little bonkers. i hope he doesn't suck. met the driveway guy in the pm & he was reassuring.
  
• Wednesday: a long day of inspections @ our possible future home... some things were better than we thought (the roof) & some things were worse (the mold in the basement making us all feel sick; cracked sewer line in the basement & lots of roots in it outside).
• Thursday: back to voice lessons after a week off. the teacher is still nutty as all get-out, but i enjoy her. (what does that even mean, "all get-out"? does anyone else use that phrase or is it just my family?)
• Friday: loooooong day at work w/ a meeting that ran an hour longer than i thought. evening of babysitting the finnster @ P&T's. he's pretty adorable & super laid-back. it was a fine time. (though hanging out w/ babies makes it difficult for me to pretend i don't want children.)
• Saturday: mortgage discussion... hopefully we'll get this all squared away on Monday cuz it's making us nutty. gardening. my, do i have lots of peppers - green, a few red and lots of jalapenos. giving a green tomato recipe a whirl. think i f'd it up though. we'll see. D-bone is home!!
  

met with a driveway guy tonight. seemed promising. inspections tomorrow. feeling a little anxious that the plumber isn't going to show...

d's at the U2 concert. we gave the 2nd ticket to one of the new recruits at work. had 2 new folks start today. got some negative comments about one of them & that's no good... ugh. oh well.

i'm looking forward to curling up in bed & reading! no work tomorrow! yippie!

i need to pay my library fine

quick weekend getaway to stl for a family wedding. a good visit. restful and uneventful. tasty greek food w/ gena. the zoo w/ my bro & niece. hangin w/ the folks. cards w/ my grams.

back to the grind today. one new recruit is already having serious issues w/ his supervisor. funny thing is i saw this coming 1000 miles away. i knew there was an ego issue before i offered the position... how do you tell someone who doesn't even make minimum wage to stop being a wanker?? guess i have to figure that out. someone else got canned today. it's been a couple of months & everything seemed to settle down but this'll shake it all back up again i'm sure. i'm afraid part of her work will fall on me & i can't handle it.

everything's feeling a little crazy right now. find a mortgage. find an inspector. apply for a zoning appeal... & yet this doesn't seem any more real. well, maybe a little bit. are we really buying a house?? jeeeeeeeeezus. what the hell are we getting ourselves into??