sometimes i wish we were amish. sure, every day life would be a lot more difficult (physically demanding, time consuming tasks...) but at the same time, certain things would be a lot easier. (i guess the jebus thing would be a hang up for me too.)
the dwindling group of friends here in balto has really been getting to me this week. & the lack of challenge at my job is getting to me too. things are piling up & becoming frustrating. i feel ready to leave this place & have a new adventure somewhere else. but that just tells you how spoiled i've become w/ the whole job thing - i haven't had a solid job for ...hm.... almost 3 years, i think. apparently i'm a big baby.
thoughts about this past week:
- got a jury summons... better find a good book.
- read a lame book. the story of the guy from the movie Shine.
- skipped the 2nd meeting of the book club i was "trying". i need to make & take opportunities to be more social but i had a strong feeling it would suck.
- wish i could magically be gregarious instead of whatever the hell this is.
- fell down in the warehouse at work yesterday & realized i really don't bounce anymore.
- went for walks with my old boss, twice. his wife & kid are out of town & he's needing folks to hang with, just like me.
- watching reruns of the cosby show is GREAT.
- got some crappy news from a good college friend who's being forced to deal with her own mortality & that's shitty & wrong.... especially at 32.
- i feel very lucky to have dan in my life.
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