Spring Forward

I'm tired.  True.  I think I'm always tired.  The boy finally started sleeping through the night a bit this past week.  It's pretty inconsistent, but I don't care - I'll take it.  The first night it happened, I was awake for hours in the middle of the night wondering if he was okay.  I gave in and checked on him (he's usually such a light sleeper that this would wake him).  He didn't stir even though I rested my hand on his belly.  Huh. 

Finally started some seeds for the garden today.  Feels good to get that off the list.  It's been on the list for 4 weeks, I think.  Glad to make some progress.  Now I just hope the seeds grow!  D always says that's what they do so I shouldn't worry about it.  But, I worry anyway.  This time, I purchased organic seeds, meaning not genetically modified.  What that really means is they were crazy expensive AND they probably won't have as high a germination rate as the regular gmo seeds.  Fingers crossed they do indeed grow!

The little dude is cute as a button.  I think his cuteness might at some point become problematic.  Because we talk about it all the time.  Seems unhealthy hear this kind of thing so much - how good one looks.  I'm nervous about monitoring what I say and do.  I wouldn't say we're BAD examples but I can't say I'd want a little person walking around in the world acting exactly like either one of us - or both of us.  Profanity, burping, farting...  It all needs to be toned down or stopped.  How does one create balance here?  I would like to still be myself WHILE setting a good example.  Is this possible?  Probably.  We just have to figure it out.