Friday, February 29, 2008

Boo Ya, It's Cold!

last night, i awoke abruptly as D was stealing my pillow - w/ 2 hands & everything - adamant that it was his, even though he was laying on his... a little later on, he jumped up & shouted, "I have to put out that fire over there!", pointing across the room. have i mentioned D's an "active" sleeper? today i was thinking back over recent & not-so-recent sleeping incidents. the first time i spent the weekend at truman, he looked at me & said, "You suck!" i didn't realize he was asleep & that made me feel bad. more recently, he punched me in boob while beating up "sport coat guy" in his dream. nothing beats peeing in the corner & arguing with me that he wasn't...

ugh. i really wish we could get out of here & visit the cool kids in ohio. haven't seen 'em since august, i think.

went to one of my regular yoga classes this week - a teacher i don't particularly care for, but her class is decent. she decided to conduct mini private lessons with each person instead of lead the class. initially, i thought it might work out ok but in the end, it was damn annoying & not at all what i go to yoga class for. i got one good thing out of it though: i stole the mantra of the lady next to me. "I am unlimited." every time i think it, i feel significantly better; calmer, more hopeful. so, i'm unlimited. thought you should know.

work's been a bit frustrating lately. my unlimitedness is helping though. i've officially held the position for 5 months. 19 more to go. :( probably not the best way to think about it... i have lots of hangups about the place. mostly the religion thing. finally got my business cards this past week. the backs of every other one say something about working in partnership w/ J.C. i sorted through & put those cards in the back of the box. i'm not handing that out to people. gives me the creeps.

got a work fundraiser to go to tomorrow night. we'll just call it an event showcasing comedians from different religions. wish religion was funny.

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