i was reflecting on life a bit on my walk home from work today. my days have been unusually boring lately & it's left me feeling kinda crummy. my own skin is feeling increasingly uncomfortable. a confidence thing, i think. i have no patience. i'm tired of winter. where is spring? i'm tired of feeling tired & hungry all the time. i need more sunshine.
my passport probably expired, because i was lazy. i think about it every day after work - "oh, i should renew that..." & yet i do nothing. EVERY DAY! why do i do this? same thing happened with the class i wanted to take this semester (just for fun). i made the decision over new years but didn't go to sign up until last wednesday, only to realize the class was already full. of course it was!
also, i don't want to walk to work with M & i wish she would stop asking & calling our apartment in the morning. i enjoy being lost in my own thoughts on the walk. it's funny - i think of myself more as a morning person that an evening person, but only after i have a significant amount of time to myself to 'begin' the day.
wow... i need to go to the gym.
will i even dig out my passport??
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